Friday, October 27, 2006

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Question mark? Exclaimation mark! Comma, Full Stop. Grammar punctuates the language; and questions, exclaimations and commas punctuate life ending irrevocably in a FULL Stop. No its not even a "period". Its the end. No coming back (unless you believe in the after-life).

And so life goes...

And so I digress. I am not religious, leave alone being spiritual. But the quest for the unknown which ravage my thoughts literally have no meaning. I won't say I am unhappy. But this state isn't the same as being happy. Does everyone go through this? I'd think yes, barring circumstances, but then what do you do about it? Everyone is trying to make a living, how / doing what / with what are probably the many differentiators which dot the life and make the living while at it (living, that is).

At the time of pouring these thoughts over this blog, a million thoughts race my mind, plus the odd voices of those around me. A bedlam; a mishmash of a multitude of voices. I know my life is better than many; and I'm not even complaining that a lot of others have lives better than mine, but the fact is my life isn't good enough for me. Lets face it. A directionless, demotivated, weary individual would tend to think along the same lines. By the way, isn't this a rehash of what I've been posting over the Aryan Expedition off late? But isn't this right if this is true? I mean rambling along similar lines over and over again do mean that something is wrong after all. But who am I trying to prove this? No one. This is for me. I wonder how I'd feel five, maybe even two years down the line reading these posts. Will it be any better? Or will I have gone down under. Questions! (with the exclaimation mark suffixed) Them punctuations...

3 comments:

Venkat said...

abey ye kya ho gaya hai be tujhe??? saale dimaag kharaab mat kar aur aise posts likh ke...

maYank said...

Relax brethren! Just a frame of mind n all. Can't help it. At least this blog is a means of release!

All's well though on the face of it. :)

Anonymous said...

Hi Mayank, just happened to get to your site hoping to see some stock tips and witty remarks. But sales pressures seem to have gotten the better of you. You're a great guy to be with, so just be yourself and pen down what's you. You're right, sometimes we're what situations make us but they change. U too can't be a selu, never mind we're experts in switching jobs :)Charu Manglani hope u remember me