Wednesday, October 04, 2006

Life's a bitch...

...and then you die! The lyrics from NAS couldn't be more pertinent at this juncture of my wasted life. Some would argue that this is taking it a bit too far. But how do you explain a life full of situations and circumstances which make one nothing but a gross misfit?!?!

I know times change; and so do situations; but how about a rut? Stagnation anyone?!? Life's been real unkind to a lot of people for a lot of different reasons. I have mine. And I am one of those who have been handed a raw deal. Lets put it this way, Ive had no deal (pun intended). Forever waiting for the right opportune moment, rueing what one has and what one has BEEN THROUGH is not the way, right? Perhaps I make no sense here; maybe I'm being a bit too hard on myself but the stark truth is I have not found the reason why I'm doing what I'm doing. And who am I doing all this for anyway? Why am I doing stuff? Whats it gonna get me? Whats it gonna get me to? Searching for answers, I puff my way to glory...

What am I really doing here I don't know. What?

17 comments:

Venkat said...

Ahhh!!!

Seems like you are bored to death..that's why these stupid thoughts...:)..

I was in the same situation probably a week back..trying to analyze why things just don't go the way they should..but now I am like..fuck all of it..who cares..and it helps...:)

Venkat said...

a month back...sorry!!

maYank said...

I guess I am gonna turn this way as well. Fuck it man! Let it be, wotsay?

Anonymous said...

FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU,

YAAYYYYY!

aise naah venkat ???!!!

venkat taught me this some time bk when i felt i was in deep shit,
i think that worked venkat!


jimi

Venkat said...

Yes, it always works..

put a bullet in everyone's stinking ass..
BOOM!!
*Reload*
BOOM!!
*Reload*
...lol!!

Anonymous said...

dhishkau dhishkau dhishkau

dhad dhad dhad dhad dhad dhad......


jimi

maYank said...

bwa ha ha ha!!! dhishkau dhishkau dhishkau INDEED!!!! But the last dhishkau shd be something like dhishki-yoweee!!!! :)) Venkat knows!

Anonymous said...

haaa, aaj kal use yeh machine guns ki bahut zaroor mehsoos hoti hai, i see him LIVE (in action) too!

Venkat said...

lol!!

I hope these comments made your wild thoughts go away ( at least for some time)!!!

Anonymous said...

:))

jimi

maYank said...

Sure did ease me. But I have this funny feeling your speaker was on while we were talking. Is that true bhainkar?

Anonymous said...

was it a pleasant feeling?

did you feel anything else apart from the speaker turned on?

Jimi

Venkat said...

Jimi...!!!!!

Shhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!

maYank said...

Hmmmm.... now i know 4 sure it was the speaker!!! Was weird actually now that I think of it.

Venkat said...

what was??

maYank said...

It. The fact that your speaker was on

Venkat said...

he he..well your name is Mayank..so in a way you are supposed to face what the other one faces too..right?